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Created on 2005-08-22 16:06:36 (#8090785), last updated 2007-07-04
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Basic Info| Name: | Lauren |
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| Location: | Dubuque, Iowa, United States |
| Website: | If it's a bandwagon, I'll jump it. |
BioAnything can be a weapon if you're holding it right.
Me: I don't kill people. Perhaps it's just another inhibition to do away with. Perhaps not. THere's really no way of telling. It's possible I've just never been able to well up so much interest in any person to end their life. I'd much rather just avoid them altogether. Most of them. It's 4am and the sky is beautiful , up and away from this room, this bed, and the oppresive inevitability of sleep. I hate sleep. But sleep always comes (that or madness). Fighting off a heavy eyelid can get lonely but spending time this way does allow you some insight on certain things, though perhaps trivial, as most things tend to be. You begin to get vey familiar with an unarained sadness, and those nasty, all consuming, mortal contemplations. And you begin to resent those who turn them into laughable theatrics, and twist it into yet another fashion. It's not all skull-buckle boots, or white make-up on bad skin. It all loses its significance once you cheapen it by making into a style thing. But with all these irritations present, I still maintain my stupendously sunny disposition. Having predominantly unpleasent thoughts is just another things to accept as normality, and eventually becomes part of the blood that fules you. It's all very amusing, but, in no way does it render you vulnerable to the effects of a bad day. But I've managed this nicely. I mean, I still haven't killed anyone...
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